I'm so seriously going thru withdrawl...or I would be if I had time to think about it. No games for a week and a half! *sigh*

Had a bunch of my younger girlfriends over this past weekend. Funny, every one of them except me has tried to commit suicide, at some point or another. What I can't figure out is why I never have. We all came from Christian homes, we all went through a lot of crap, we all have chemical problems with our bodies, so why them and not me? I mean, I believe that life is well worth living no matter what, but there was a time when I didn't think that.

I wish I knew. Because if its one thing I'd want to give them, its the hope that says that there are things in life worth more than the pain, and there is always a possibility for change as long as you are alive. "My hands are small, I know, but they're not yours, they are my own. Yes, they're not yours, they are my own and I am never broken..." ~ Jewel